Thursday, August 04, 2011

things I have been doing recently

  • getting my hair cut at a hairdresser's for the first time ever 
  • working on an essay comparing the Cambridge maths BA with the Greenwich (a 'new' university) maths BSc
  • sewing a waistcoat
  • working on the jumper I'm knitting (tubey)
  • missing blogging
  • staying out of the way of the builders
    we're having our kitchen/bathroom redone. This is week 4. The novelty has worn off and working at home kind of sucks when you can't get to the loo or use the kitchen at all. 
  • making the Pioneer woman's iced coffee which is super-easy and really nice
  • trying to shop ethically / better
    spork made in Sweden rather than cutlery made in China. Wellie-ankle-boots made of natural rubber rather than plastics. Fairly traded dress from Nepal. Hat made of hemp. Trying not to buy more than I need - all of the preceding things bought for soul survivor next week. Trying not to shop gets much harder when you also want to get out of the house. And then kind of easier-but-more-angsty when you keep going "but where does this come from? Where was this made? Who am I supporting if I buy this?"
  • looking forward to Soul Survivor B next week! 
  • missing Church :( it will be really good to be back on Sunday (have missed 2 weeks in a row due to a wedding 2 weeks ago and folk-dance-performing last Sunday)
  • spending a lot of time at the library
  • reading lots of books. Probably on a rate of 1 a day at the moment. 
and with that, I should head off to the library and work on this essay. 

Monday, April 11, 2011

Economic growth (cross-posted)

“Economic growth, for so long the great engine of progress, has, in the rich countries, largely finished its work.”

The Spirit Level: Why Equality is Better for Everyone (2010)
Richard Wilkinson and Kate Pickett
In slightly more context:

“For thousands of years the best way of improving the quality of human life was to raise material living standards. When the wolf was never far from the door, good times were simply times of plenty. But for the vast majority of people in affluent countries the difficulties of life are no longer about filling our stomachs, having clean water, and keeping warm. Most of us now wish we could eat less rather than more. And, for the first time in history, the poor are – on average – fatter than the rich. Economic growth, for so long the great engine of progress, has, in the rich countries, largely finished its work. Not only have measures of wellbeing and happiness ceased to rise with economic growth but, as affluent societies have grown richer, there have been long-term rises in rates of anxiety, depression and numerous other social problems. The populations of rich countries have got to the end of a long historical journey.” 

p5, The Spirit Level, Richard Wilkinson and Kate Pickett.

Connected thoughts:

I was listening to Radio 4 a while ago, maybe about a week ago – as you do. Some guy was interviewing some other guy (that happens a lot on Radio 4). It was about the economy. And the interviewer asked the question “When can we expect to see standards of living rising again?

This really struck me. I don’t mean to belittle the struggles that some people in the UK are facing at the moment – I am sure that there are people in the UK who need assistance to get the basics (like food, water, heating). I am also sure that there are many people in the UK who have much more than they need. I am one of them. I am not rich; I don’t make a huge amount of money; I don’t have an enormous amount of stuff – but I have food and water and clothing and shelter and access to transport and work and ways to communicate with others. Plus, I have library access, internet access, and Sky+, which between them give me access to an enormous range and depth of information on pretty much everything and anything I could think of – and an unlimited amount of entertainment. Further, I have access to social and community groups such as Church and dancing. I have an awful lot more than I need. And even if I lost a significant amount of money, I would still have almost all of these things (because I have a supportive family, and because you really can feed yourself rather cheaply if you want to base things on e.g. chickpeas, lentils and rice …).

So I find the expectation in this question – that material living standards should rise – very jarring. Raising my standard of living is definitely not high on my agenda – if anything, thinking about whether I should lower my standard of living / keep it the same but find ways to spend less money in order to be able to give more is the real issue (tangled up with questions of how to buy more ethical products, which may be more expensive than the alternatives). I find the assumptions underlying lots of media stories – that economic growth is always good, that it is the answer, that it is the thing to be looked to to fix everything – a bit odd, and slightly unsettling.
I know I am probably mixing up materialism/consumerism and stuff about the economy in my head, and I am probably getting lots of stuff wrong. Help and explanation and questions in the comments are very welcome! But I can’t get away from feeling that the general thrust of many messages seems to be that we should shop more and keep shopping and that will help fix the world – whereas I feel that we should probably shop a lot less. I guess these two might be reconciled by shopping less but spending more when you do because you’re buying a higher quality product. Maybe. What do you think of all this?

Friday, April 01, 2011

Just a quick update

I've started talking to a few people about stuff and how the world is broken and all that kind of thing - and it's true that this is all stuff I already knew, it's just some of it is kind of becoming real for the first time ... I'm starting to feel more normal again though. Less emotional, less on edge, less totally frustrated. Which is a good thing - you can't live flooded with stress hormones all the time ... I hope I'm starting to calibrate to a new, more aware, more thoughtful 'normal'. And I definitely want to keep engaging with issues of humanity and exploitation and the brokenness of the world, and I hope that some of the conversations I've started over the last week or so will continue.

But I guess I just wanted to update and say that I'm moving forward, and everything's okay - I'm not about to run off and become a hermit (isolating yourself isn't the answer, anyway) - and for the moment, I'm starting slowly to feel more 'normal' again. But a new normal.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

and another note

I'd just like to make it clear that all this ... stuff (see previous 2 posts) isn't just about me listening to Shane Claiborne and nobody else. This is kind of the most recent tipping point, but by no means the only point ... I mean other stuff I've been reading includes the Bible, Rob Bell, McLaren, Don Miller, and some 24-7 prayer stuff; I'm also trying to work through thoughts with a vicar (CofE) at church, and in community with friends/family ... although I think I need to work on sharing with people around me and looking for community. I fall for the whole 'you can be individual and self-contained' thing that society tells us, over and over.

triggered by an ad on Spotify

(and written in about 3 minutes)

dear world,
    demand more of me.

stop telling me that my spare time
    can make a difference
that my spare change
    can save a child's life

as though my time
    were more precious
        than changing the world
as though my consumerist choices
    were more important
        than saving lives

stop aiding and abetting me
in my selfish attempt to believe
    that I can do 'the right thing'
        when it suits me
            when it isn't painful
                when it isn't costly
and that's enough.

stop helping my self-centredness
    which tells me
        that I can put myself first
            and worry about the poor / starving / homeless / dying / lonely
                "when it suits me"
                    "when it's convenient"

dear church:: see above.